Kuya's Journal

Yeah... I do this on occassion where I just suddenly lose interest in LJ and nevar post again only to come out from my grave and say "I'M BACK", but LJ has regained my interests again and thus I will post another entry.

About what... hmm lets see... um

I got nothing to be honest...

I should probably make some new icons... or request someone to do that for me X3

UPDATE GET! none the less

My right hand and fingers... Are SORE!

Seriously, I never thought twirling a pen between fingers would be so... well... painful. Honestly though, have you seen those people who can twirl pens, pencils or whatever really really fast! It's astounding, I can barely do those tricks, but I have to also twirl my pen really really slow and even then I sometimes stuff up and drop the bastard pen!

Anyways look up Pen Spinning on Youtube or look here

http://www.pentrix.com/

Amazing shit... pointless, but amazing =3 and I wanna learn how to do it... blah one of these days i'll get it... like juggling!

Laters

FUCK YEAH SEAKING

Lol Sorry, I know that really doesn't sound that interesting to most people who use Ebay all the time, but this is like my first time I have ever been successful on bidding for something on Ebay... the better thing is, that it was for a friend (smud_dragon) so yeah, I feel proud... it makes me want to buy more random crap, just for the thrill of the countdown and hoping to god that your snipe bid gets through and wins it for you!

Well yeah, My friend wanted a copy of "Soul Calibur 2" but because she didn't have Paypal, and wasn't going to deposit money directly into the persons bank account, she asked me to do the bidding for her, so yeah being the nice friend that I am, I did so... and yeah WIN!!!

Anyways... Stuff =3

DINNER IS-A RUINED

Well yeah, time for an update for pointlessness.

Yesterday I went to see the Simpsons Movie, it was rather good, but by good I mean as in it was as good as any other Simpsons episode on TV, to me it just felt like a really long episode, I mean I got my laughs, and some memorable quotes that I will be blabbing back and forth with my friends who have also seen the movie. And probably singing the "Spider Pig" song a lot *chuckles*

But also during the events from when I last updated (which was I think when the IN forums died lol) here is what Happened... or to what I can recall what happened anyway.

1) College, Well yeah, I'm still studying Graphic Arts, and getting, very, very frustrated at it, but it IS challenging me, but yeah, I've been working on dealing with issues that bug me within the class, like some dick-heads who just haven't really come to terms with the fact that... at College, the childish name calling and personal attacks, well really isn't THAT mature... seriously... but really, they know that I am a furry and they are from the internet... no noes, how ever will I deal with them... I know... I'll ignore them XD

Other than that, I have had one of my posters that I worked on in class selected for use... so I was like YAY, that will look SO good on my portfolio, and will be a shoe in for when I actually do go job hunting for work as a Graphic Designer. I dont know if I have already mentioned that here, so I might as well do so anyway! To add to that, my other poster might be chosen as well, so I am so on a roll here... but the key word there is "might" so yeah I'm not going to count my chickens before they have hatched.

2) Drawing, Well yeah I have been doodling, but not much really, been kinda busy with College to really draw much... though I'm trying to make more of an effort regardless, needs more inflation me thinks.

3) Life, well lets see, Life, Life... um, Not much really happens in that department, well I just socialize with friends, and do stuff... But well there is one thing... This coming Monday I have to take my step-dad to Warragul, which is like about 100km away from where I live, because he needs to see an eye specialist, given that he is now offically blind in one eye, so yeah... this is actually all preparing for him being possibly operated on this eye... but there are a lot of complications... like the fact that he has Diabeties, and also the fact that he has had a Quadruple bi-pass on his heart before, so this all hinders the ability for him to be operated on... But its more ironic that my step mother, is already talking about "when he dies" and stuff like that... but she is odd...

4) Online Life... I have been getting rather annoyed lately at a few people who I'm not really going to talk about in great detail... but yeah, they annoy me and I want to stab them in the head iRL! XD

And thats really all I can think about, I'll probably blab more... but meh

Laters y'all

Kuya

The IN forums are DEAD, It Died of Death (or an epidemic known as Furry Drama) this Saturday. Now where am I going to advertise my drawings and have people stroke my ego?

Whats that Alkora? You're making a new Forums? Alright! IT'S PLUGGIN TIME! *que power rangers music as I turn into a Mighty Advertising, Furry Ranger!*

Though in all seriousness... I knew that was happening, people whining about non-existant drama (which ironically turns into Drama) is enough to drive anyone insane. At any rate, I only desided to join there to advertise my artwork, I'm not after new friends, I am happy with the ones I have now.

Though, I will miss the forums, everyone was so cool... till everyone (YES EVERYONE) turned it to hell...

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

*sigh*

Well yeah, Laters

Kuya!

If you ever by some chance you ever go and live in Morwell and have to Catch the bus to Moe (pronounced: Mow-ee) at 8:20am, Punch the bus driver in the fucking face for me will you...

The fucking bastard... I was a little bit late... but I was in clear hindsight of the bus drivers view, flagging him down and shouting for him to wait for me to get there... (which would of merely been a few seconds because I was like only a few meters away!) AND THE BASTARD IGNORED ME AND FUCKING DROVE OFF... then he had to stop at the traffic lights for a few... so I ran up to there... I was almost at the Door when the lights turned green AND HE FUCKING IGNORED ME AGAIN THAT BITCH!!!

Now I'm Ranting here to pass time while I wait for the next bus to come around *roars*

BLOODY EGG!!! err I mean BLOODY GARBITCHCOCK!!!

Well I'm gonna go wait for the next bus,

Kuya

I Finally got around to watching it, and you know what, I liked it overall...

I remember hearing crap about the "Emo" Peter Parker, and upon watching the movie, it made me think if the writers wanted to make a suttle commentary on emo's, were they insinuating that emo's are evil? Think about it, as soon as Peter takes a liking new power, he styles his fringe down to one side as the general emo look. When he comes to his "senses" he is horrified to see himself in this Emoish look.

But really the general idea of this style change from geekish look to emo, is to represent to said magnification of Peter's aggressive side, but why the emo look, emo's are anything BUT aggressive, emos are typically all depressive, so for that aspect it really doesn't work, but ironically it on the other hand, as soon as you see Peter go "emo" you just instantly know hes dived into the dark-side, and the more "emo" he looks (like at certain points where he has black hair) the more we know how "bad-ass" he is becoming.

So, deep down... do we all think that Emo's Are Evil? Point is, the whole emo factor was very interesting, but it wasn't as dramatic as people made it out to be... I also wanted more information o

BTW, if I have ruined the movie for you, Sorry but guess what... AERIS DIES!

Well yeah thats my thoughts for the night, Later Days

Kuya

P.S. MY GOD... DOUBLE CHINS LOL!! ITS REALLY WEIRD XD I COULDN'T STOP STARING AT IT!!!

Today is just one of those slow uneventful days, Hardly anyone is online, and those who are online well, I don't have anything interesting to talk to them about, due to this sloe cumbersome day, so on days like today, I tend to get to thinking, and one thing struck me as interesting on my trail of thought.

1) Two thirds of people who I know who have a dragon fursona (or are part dragon, or whatever) Are godmoders, or are like. We are the best species evar, All other species are fail compared to us lololololol

2) Majority of furries tend to include their species (not refering to account usernames) in their name if not something that is related to an animal trait (I was guilty of this in the past with my old fursona)

3) I have yet to see a furry who isn't drawn into the fandom without at least one underyeilding sexual fetish that corrosponds with the fandom in one way or another =P

4) ???

5 Profit

Oh god I turned that into a 4chan meme parody, it has eaten my soul =3

BTW YOU ARE A PIRATE!!!

Alrighty then, Its about time I updated this here Livejournal so here goes...

Firstly, since I informed a few people about my plans to move out of my step parents house, I have been constantly asked for updates as to how the progress is going... and as flattered as I am about your conserns, Im getting tired of sounding like a broken record, Dont get me wrong, Im not annoyed at whose who keep asking about it... Im just lazy to keep saying the same thing, so Im going to do something about it... in each Livejournal (and possibly DA journal) update, I will add a report as to how the progress is going so far in terms of How much funding I have put away at date, how much I'm aiming for, my mood towards the situation... what im doing to help realise that goal more quickly ect.

Other things that have happened in my life are that:
1) I had my first Ever migraine... EVER
2) Um actually other than issues with moving out of my Step Parents house, not much else is going on in my life.

I guess this is where I draw a conclusion to my journal

Laters,

Kuya

I got interveiwed by teh_wuff so regardless, here are the rules

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I'll respond by asking you a couple personal questions. If I already know you well, expect the questions to be a little more intimate!
3. Then you update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. 

And here is what he asked me:

1. How long have you been drawing and how long have you been doing it digitally?
Drawing by itself, nearly 5 years (4 years and 9 months) now, as for digital rendering about 3-4 years

2. Do you want to live in Australia for the rest of your life, or is there someplace you think you'd like better? If so, explain.
As nice as Australia is, no, I hope to live elsewhere at some point of my life, just plain and simple, i've got a lust to meet people from different places, but also for job factors... Given that most people I know online live in America and there are more job oppertunities in my fields of interests than in Australia, it seems like a logical choice.

3. I don't know if it was stated anywhere before, but why exactly did you choose for your character to have that grey hair? (Don't get me wrong, I find it cool!)
The Silvermane thing, I'm not sure how I came to that, I guess it was something I just picked randomly... not sure =S

4. Dream job?
Graphic Designer and Illustrator (I say and, because I want to start basic work as a Graphic Artist before becoming an Illustrator for like an animation company or something. (im currently working on forfilling my first dream job and, im looking for a client who is willing to hire me)

5. Do you ever get self conscious in any way about anything related to inflation, or could you care less what people think about that?
Not really, couldn't care less about what people think of me, maybe, when I was younger, but now... meh! Though, Im not going to go and openly annouce that I have an inflation fetish, not really anyones business, though if someone confronted me on it, i'm not going to deny it.

And thats it =3

Well shit, this just tops everything fucked up that my step mother has treatened me with, I mean, come on, how else would you deal with someone suddenly bursting into your room and threatening to kill you whilst waving a knife around, I cant wait until I earn enough money to set myself up decently, I have to move out now!

There is only so much shit one can take you know, and I sure as hell have reached mine, Tommorrow, after college I MUST go hunting for a flat, then I HAVE to apply for a small loan, to set myself up (as well as gradually pay it back) Seriously I... I'm scared for my life.

I want out... Shit... I can't think clearly, my heart it beating really fast, it's only kinda just sunk in now my life was in danger, I feel like im about to cry, oh god, I want out, I want out... I have to get out...

Where the fuck is the newspaper, I wanna look for vacant appartments for rent!

I'll write more later, though I want to say this now, if I dont update within a week, you can assume the worst...

Laters days (I hope)

Kuya.

Thats right, You all are so boring you put me to sleep *shot*

No, I'm joking, its just this summer heat, so if I suddenly stop replying to you, its not because i've just got bored and left (if im bored I really will annouce im bored.) I've more than likely passed out from the heat and yeah...

Um.

That is all.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal

REPLY, REPLY TO IT NOW PEOPLES *claps paws together* Chop Chop

I honestly don't, this summer has been a huge bitchcock, Iv'e passed out 6 times this summer, due to the heat, and I am slowly but surely losing whatever sanity I hold in the first place, seriously, this is total bullshit.

And right now, I'm pissed of with my step father more than my step mother for a change, he's telling me I need to get my drivers licence (fair enough, I've been slack to get it, but now Im trying to put whatever little money I can get aside for it) and when I tell him, at the moment I dont have enough money to do anything, he was like, oh last september you had lots of money when you went on holidays to Queensland with Hayden... which is a totally stupid issue to bring up anyways...

Think of it this way, if your best friends father said that he would pay for accomidation, plane tickets and entry into the theme parks at Queensland and all the only expence I needed to worry about was for my own food and extra spending money, what would you do? I can get a car license at anytime, but a trip up to Queensland was just too damn good to pass up, I mean that is a one off thing. So can you really blame me?

and Yesterday, when I was driving around with him to pick up some things from the store, he then was bitching about the money had earned over Christmas, and how I didn't go for it then, well yeah, it is my fault, but at the same time, what right is it of theirs to keep a tab on how much money I have earned, that's my business... I don't ask them how they budget their money (though seriously, they can't manage their finances for crap)

But fuck them, I really do need my licence...

*Melts* Firstly, ITS FUCKING HOT Here in Australia, and I'm living in whats supposed to be the coldest part of Australia (Victoria) and I'm melting... but anyway, enough said on that... Pumpkins are orgasmic.



I thought I would share it with peoples XD

I WANT FAN ART, DRAW MOAR KUYA XD

lol random... laters

Special Birthday wishes to hungryjackal who is now 18, w00t anyways, yeah I'm reeeeeeeally late for drawing class (life drawing wasn't as bad as I thought) Anyways IM LAAATE *runs off*

Seriously, Im tired of people telling me that I should draw <insert topic here> Like "oh you should draw pokemon again" or, "I misss your Gryphons Draw them again" or "You need to do more Inflation arts" the fuck, NO, just no, okay! I am the "artist" You, are my watchers/stalkes/passers by, if you are not interested in what I am currently drawing, then don't watch me, If I do deside to draw them I will, but otherwise stop telling me what subject of art to draw alright, seriously, I know its just a suggestion, but I wasn't asking for suggestions on what to draw.

But just to simplyfy it and clearly state it in dot point format.

- I am not, nor do I have plans of drawing Pokemons Now or anytime in the distant future. (Unless it is a character art trade or commission)
- While Nanaki is cool, I am not going to be drawing him, until I feel like it
- I will not be drawing Gryphons in the future, nor will I be changing my fursona species back to gryphon, seriously I don't care if you liked my older gryphon fursona better than my current fursona, it's my character damn it.
- I do plan to draw more inflation related art, but not at the moment!

Now, Be gone with you little childrens, before I eat you!

---Part 1---
So yeah first day of back to collegeness and damn am I fucking bored, given that this is my first year for a different subject it all, welcome to using the computers blah blah blah *snore* I mean I came in an hour late and I thought I was missing out on important stuff, though it turns out i havent missed out on much at all, so yeah, I'm just sitting here, being as bored as all hell... oh look, we are being taught how to use a scanner *bangs head on keyboard repeatedly until my forehead starts to bleed* Im so damn bored right about now...

I just feel like going home and going back to bed, whats worse is, that I can't seem to find any Web based MSN to sign onto... its all blocked AAAHHHRGH... well at least DeviantArt itself is not blocked... or LJ (unlike last year where it was lol)

Oh well, I guess I can take this time to print some things *mews*

---Part 2---
Okay what the fuck, never in my exsistance on the interent or in life have I ever has anything this creepy happen to me... I was on FA browsing, and I got a note... I figured it was just some n00b wanting a request or something, because no one notes me on FA unless they want art off me... well I got the n00b part right, I mean what is thgis guy a troll or something seriously...

hehe heya sexy im jeff:D whats ur yahoo id id luv to rp wit ya im a tasty male human prey;);) ur art is awesome btw :D

*shudders* seriously some people are just weird, and I don't mean weird like "furry" weird (even as a furry, the fandom sometimes scares me) I mean like why isn't natural selection working on stupid fucks like this wierd... I mean come on... Am I an asshole for wanting belt this motherfucker with the bitchcock tennis raquet my friend Claire had a odd dream about? Fuck I'm really begining to feel that there is truth in what Claire and I joke about, me being a man magnet, *whines* Im straight, really I am, I know I may illuistrate otherwise in my art sometimes, but my art isn't a reflection of my sexuality D=

Well I guess I can take into consolation that i'm not the only person this guy has noted =O Also at least the day has picked up... I'm making myself a Graphic Artist Logo, Im thinking of just using the one I already have as a stamp for my Images, but this'll be a chance to refine it.

---May edit more later---

Im just annoyed at myself, I hate not being able to remember things because it'll just sit there in the back of my mind for ages and not want to come out, and then when I do recall it, at that point its usually not worth remembering or, I just forget about it completly.

Okay its nothing too serious... but This afternoon I desided to sleep, I think from like 2 or 3 in the afternoon till like 8:40ish (well now) but the point is, I had some vivid dreams 2 in total, and 1 that wasn't as vivid, but I do remember about it... and what shits me more about it, is that It links to the dream that I can't remember but want to remember (because I woke up going Holy shit, that was fucked!) But yeah, In that dream I remember explaining to my friend Claire about that dream I had, because she apparently was in that dream (which is the only thing I can remember of it at the moment)

Anyways the first dream was rather an interesting one, It had an Inflation theme in it Yay... muurrr... ahem anyways, I don't remember too much about the begining of it, but in anycase, I was watching a movie of some sort, and at one part of the movie there was this Exceptionally fat (blueberryish, without the colour change) mouse (based on the perspective of the film, it was fucking HUGE... hell for the human perpspective it was fairly large, anyways I dont remember why exactly but it ends up being rolled into a hole and gets kinda stuck, it ends up burping and flying back only to be rolled back into the hole (this time it just fits in) anyway the rest of the dream is it getting pushed through the hole until it is sitting at the edge of a ledge, and then it tells this other mouse, that was there and running away from the fatter mouse so he wouldnt get squished from all the fat, To jump down and to follow him... and that was all of the dream that I saw because I woke up from there.

Um damn, I was hoping if I would write down what I remembered about the other dream, stuff would come back about the second one... Damn all I remember is that there was some kind of accident (which would explain why I woke up from the second dream shocked)

In anycase, this dream is going to shit me all through tonight... but if I remember it I'll write it down... fuck I hate my memory... anyone got suggestions on how to improve ones memory?